Great awareness here with the state of the human world we’ve been sucked into. I don’t have any more words to add to this video. 20 million + views so far.
As of this writing, there has been quite a bit of high profile “celebrities” passing on. Dying, that is.
Dave Bowie. Alan Rickman. Glenn Frey. Scott Weiland. Meadowlark Lemon.
I haven’t been sad about all this. Quite the opposite. Gracious for their inspiration really. Brilliant lights who help us see.
I’ll leave this here from Alan Watts about the “disease” of dying. The disease seems to be in our own heads.
There’s also a nice benefit of realization about children growing up and our resistance to that.
Take a compliment! Or give it away.
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I’ve been getting info/thought/channeling about the little things lately. You know, those funny smallest things humans can measure…quarks.
I’m not trained whatsoever in theoretical physics, but I have a healthy curiosity about how things work. I’ve been entertained by the likes of Neil deGrasse Tyson on the physical realm of things and many others on the theoretical spiritual side of things about thought energy and notions like the Akashic Field.
Everybody seems to be coming together over what “our” world looks like and what it’s made up of…energy. And to break it down to the “building blocks” or principles of it all “quarks“. Maybe even more basic than that??
I’ve been noticing our common connection in this world (and the world “we” can see) is that every piece of energy we can witness is programmed (or compelled to) ascension. Whether it be a plant, baby horse, religion, job skills, whatever, we are urged to “ascend”. To move to a higher level or to expand. Whether in this life or planning for your next (only?) afterlife. We strive. We go upwards.
We have a thing we’ve defined and discovered called gravity. We resist it. We move in opposition of it to grow, learn, struggle. Why?
The stream of consciousness came during a restorative yoga. I tried to break down the concept of why gravity is what it is. What causes it? I got down to the smallest thing of the quark. Does gravity affect quarks or do quarks “make” gravity? In this article (which I don’t claim accuracy, it’s still a stream of thought) about Quarks, Wormholes and Gravity it speaks of possible connections of Quantum Entanglement and gravity.
Quantum Entanglement speaks of a quark having an equal and perhaps opposite quark existing. When one moves, the other moves as well, as my basic understanding in the opposite.
Some of us think (some know) that there is this spiritual energy “out there”. A higher power, a higher self, God, the Universe, and many other names. Synchronicity happens, some see ghosts, some see angels, mysterious things that can’t be explained by our understandings happen, and those “damned facts“.
This energy I’m believing are either quarks themselves or a mixture of quarks moving in concert with us and the things around us. I’m picturing us as being this manifestation of these uncountable and perhaps infinite amount of quarks focusing their collective energy in the field about/around us to combine in us a physical form that we know. And that this “world” we live in has been formed in this way to help “teach” us to ascend. We’re supposed to experience gravity by the focused efforts of the universe to nudge us to grow or create or generate that which opposes gravity.
I had this picture of all these opposite quarks forming me in an alternate universe when it hit me that all my little quarks didn’t have to be in one place in that “other universe”. I don’t have this body “out there”. They could be spread out all over the place! But they all must be able to communicate in unison for me to exist in this form. This would begin to explain many of the unexplained phenomena when we “can’t believe our eyes”. Maybe the person/human/whatever here can work together with their alternate quarks to change reality as we know it?
Can this concept help us understand the fabric of the universe as we think we know it? Can we find the other quarks? Why is the Gravitational Force the weakest of the Four Forces? Can this help explain where the opposite of gravity is located and why? Can we use this to explain why there is a specific distance from all quarks where the gravitational force stops having an effect?
Light reading over…for today. 🙂
Update April 20, 2016:
Remember I have no theoretical physics or spiritual training other than experience and “connecting the dots” sort of curiosity research. I came across John Hagelin, Ph.D some time ago while watching “What the Bleep Do We Know” and more recently with his talk about the Unified Field and Consciousness. Blown away at the graphic during this talk that has gravity as the force that separates the unseen and the seen. If you’d like to continue following my journey (thoughts) on this topic, add this talk to your list.
First of all, I liked my hangover because I had a really good time getting it last night! But today I liked it because I got to learn a lesson from it. Like anything in our human experience, we go from low to high to low to medium levels of flow/energy/emotions or whatever you want to call it. Last night I got to get the high point sharing live music with some good new friends and today I got the low point with a nice little fog of brain shrouding and body aches.
I’ve been reading “Ask and it is Given” by Abraham-Ester Hicks and Jerry Hicks. It’s about aligning what I’m “feeling” to help me through my life. Listening to my “gut” feelings, so to speak. It’s far more technical than that so if it resonates with you, pick it up to learn more. I’ll be happy to talk to you about what I’ve learned.
In the book there’s a section about how to identify where I’m at on an “emotional” scale and an easy way to “turn my frown upside down”.
Here’s the list:
- Positive Expectation/Belief
I was trying to buy tickets to the Foo Fighters as soon as the they went on sale at 10am. It was going great for the first 30 seconds. I got two amazing seats in just the right sweet spot! Then BAM! The site got overwhelmed and Ticketmaster’s load balancing system took over. “We’re sorry, we’re experiencing an extremely high volume traffic right now. We need to turn off the interactive seat map and any tickets that you may have in your cart will be returned to the general pool of “best available tickets”. AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGG! Whoa I was at #19 on the list pretty damn quick!! And on down to #22 with Greif/Depression/Despair and Powerlessness. 🙁
That “mood” stayed around too! I bounced around the bottom 1/2 for a while when somehow, out of nowhere, I ask myself what am I feeling RIGHT NOW? As soon as I turned my attention to my feeling something amazing happened. I giggled. Just by THINKING about where I was, I automatically realized that “I” was in control of this. That giggle turned into an infectious belly laugh that brought me right up the list. I didn’t get all the way up in that moment but I moved the needle. And that’s the point of the lesson I was given.
Just move the needle.
Here’s where it gets interesting. I got out of my hole. But I started thinking about others in their hole. Their hole will look different than mine. For example, when I see people in a state of hatred or rage, that is a better state than Unworthiness or Despair. They’re ok! They’re above the bottom! I can have compassion for that emotion now. I also realized that they might get Angry to get feeling better. They might even calm down out of that and move up to Frustration. They might even be open to Contentment? They might see a cute kitten video on the internet now and bump up into Happiness for a bit?!!
My Belief/Positive Expectation is why I’m “feeling” this Enthusiasm/Eagerness to write a post about helping someone see that Anger is ok today. Also that Jealousy is an ok thing to feel right now. But to know that living in Joy/Freedom and Love you will need to move the needle “toward” the top.
The great news is that all you have to do is move one step higher. I hope to see you at the top < 3
…then I asked someone about their tattoo.
Tattoos have been around for centuries and imprinted for various reasons. In my experience, in the US they seem to be a way to tell a story.
I was in a conference in the spring of 2014 when I noticed a young woman in front of me with a 3/4 arm length tattoo. The season was still less than temperate, but she wore a sleeveless shirt as if this body of ink needed to speak.
Her tattoo pictures are here, kylaroma.com Bring Some Color…
I didn’t meet you but you inspired me with your colorful tattoo! It hit me that the tattoo most people carry around is a story waiting to be told. I never got into a space to ask you but if you wouldn’t mind, I’d love to hear your story of what’s going on there.
▶ Short story: It’s my version of a family tree, and each of the three birds represents a part of my family and their story.
▶ Longer Story: I have an anxiety disorder and depression, and in my early 20’s they became debilitating… (continued in image)
Some people have public tattoos and some have private tattoos. I’m convinced that based on placement, these are stories that are sought to be shared loudly or quietly or only for oneself.
Around this time I had been awakening to a larger world, a larger universe. The more I learned, the more I didn’t know. I was searching for those elusive existential answers.
Why am I alive?
What am I doing here?
What’s my purpose?
Finally through attending a few conferences, reading hundreds of web pages, speaking with new deeply connected friends, I found I could distill it down to one thing and one thing only. And I wrote this down:
What I really care about is Love
It’s the expanding feeling that I’m beginning to explore Love. Giving by “self”
unconditionally with no expectations of anything
in return. Discovering the power in this
and trusting the process.
The process has had it’s setbacks, but I found that if I’m reminded of Love and what it means, I get back on the path.
So the tattoo has to be about Love! But there’s going to be more to my tattoo than just the word love. I want it to be semi-public. I want the tattoo for me. It’s going to be my reminder. And it’s also is going to be an accountability symbol. And it needs to be a landmark of the time the concept evolved. Here’s the list.
Location: I had just transformed my mental and physical health. I had changed some fundamental things about my food consumption/procurement and added supplements. I had been growing a nice little basal cell carcinoma on my right forearm for about 2 years. When I changed these mental and physical shortcomings, it disappeared in 3 months. Right forearm over the healed cancer location.
What: I had this figured out while attending TEDpdx 2014. The speaker was talking about how “your story hasn’t been written yet”. I knew I wanted “a” tattoo and this would help me tell a story. Other speakers spoke of giving, letting others go first, being humble, and being courageous. Courageous comes from the French word coeur denoting the ability to do something difficult that comes from the heart. Heart! Love! Got it. It’s going to be a heart. I’ve been in electronics my whole life and now mostly on the Internet so there I’ve got my heart and shape. <3
Font: There are a bazillion fonts out there and I knew there would be some kind of variety that would make this thing unique to me in the manner I wanted it to convey. Ariel, too straight. Comic sans, puleeeze no (Hi Marcus!), Script something, too feminine (I know, as if a heart could not be, but you’ll see, it holds up!). I opened up my graphics program to “see” all of them, but nothing stands out and in fact they begin to blur. I try Google, they’ve got Google fonts. First damn one I see! Perfect by how it looks and OH MY the meaning all comes together. Ubuntu. Roughly translated from Southern Africa philosophy is “Human Kindness”. It is an idea from the Southern African region which means literally “human-ness,” and is often translated as “humanity toward others,” but is often used in a more philosophical sense to mean “the belief in a universal bond of sharing that connects all humanity”. Wikipedia It was also the founding principle for the development of the famous and popular Open Sourced operating system derived from Linux. If you look closely, you’ll notice that the font on this site is Ubuntu and I intend to use that font as much as possible.
How big is would it be? 47 pixels. I was 47 when the cancer went away.
On my path, I’ll get to look at this everyday and keep my focus on what I believe to be the meaning of life, of why we’re here, and what my purpose is. Love. <3
No one will be there to hear you complain.
My calves were starting to talk to me around mile 11 during my favorite hike up Eagle Creek. This after a super high energy night of bouncing with a bunch of 20 somethings enjoying all that is Con Bro Chill from the right side of the stage. But I’m by myself, who’s going to listen to my pain?
As I descend further, my left knee starts talking to me too, quite a bit louder than the calves. This is a sharp, pointed, stabbing feeling that’s going to stay with me for the next 2 miles. Who’s going to listen to my pain for the next 45 minutes as my pace slows.
I love how these moments alone bring me lessons I need to learn. Because I clearly didn’t get the message before when I was with someone to complain to.
I begin reflecting on times when I was with a couple different girlfriends whom I had been comfortable enough with to mention that I tended to comment (complain) a bit on my state of health moment by moment. …this cough has been bugging me. …my wrist feels like there’s something wrong with it. …my back is really tight today.
The hard truth hits me:
No one will be there to hear me complain.
And it’s come true in that moment for me.
I’m hiking alone.
My lesson gets expanded. I continue thinking about all complaining, not just physical. I thought about other people, situations out of my control, Facebook, quality of food. No one wants to hear about my complaints. They will out of compassion, but they will eventually be too exhausted to give me that energy over time and disengage with me.
So, what’s the solution? Not talk? In my moment in nature on this sweet day of a crisp fall in my beautiful NW full of waterfalls, moss, giant douglas fir and hemlock that surrounds me, I find gratitude.
Gratitude is the opposite of complaining.
And in fact in that new moment my pain subsides a bit closer to normal. It stays with me still as a reminder to stay present in that thought of gratitude, but it doesn’t punish me now. The last 2 miles turns into a gratitude-fest. I was grateful before but it would ebb and flow on my attention that took me out of the forest and into my thoughts of other worlds. I’m not only grateful about what was filling my eyes, ears and lungs, but I appreciated the very fact that I’m able to hike 14 miles. For if I couldn’t, I wouldn’t be able to see these marvels that fill my viewfinder. I’m reminded by what I’m wearing. I wouldn’t be able to come to these places without my waterproof hiking boots, breathable rain gear, layers of dry-fit, and wool socks. I’m grateful for all these things now and it expands.
My lesson concludes with the realization that if I focus on the pain, I’m narrowing my view to that one point. I’m looking so close at that one point, that all else falls away. But if I look “from” that point, my view expands. My whole existence expands and I feel full of gratitude.
You know you need to take care of your plants, fish, dogs, cats, whatever or they’re going to wither away or worse perish.
I’m learning that it applies to the people in my life and they are similar.
It comes from Deepak Chopra’s concept within the “Seven Spiritual Laws” about Attention and Desire (and the subset of Intention).
“Whatever you put your attention on will grow stronger in your life. Whatever you take your attention away from will wither, disintegrate, and disappear.”
When you focus your attention on an object, person or goal, you’re orchestrating a stream of events to bring about an intended outcome. Attention starts the process.
I’ve loved these “slower” entities for much of my life. Only recently am I catching up in “real time” to allow myself to Be Love to all you upright conscious souls! Be patience with me, I’m learning. I’ve loved cats by being a provider of food and petting them where ever and whenever they desired. I’ve loved fish by consistently feeding them, changing their water and cleaning their tank. I’ve loved plants, grass, trees, inanimate objects like roofs, driveways, boats, cars, etc. Most people in my life would say I take pretty good care of the “things” around me.
I’m learning that when I decide to grow a garden, that’s my first step toward my intended outcome of being nourished. Then, all the steps begin to fall into place. Where am I going to locate these plants? How did I decide that was a good place? Is it a sunny location? Can I get to it easily? With people, this might look like my circle of friends and family or maybe the world as a whole?
How big will my garden of people look like? If it’s too small, I won’t get the nourishment I need to be full. If it’s too large, I won’t be able to pay enough attention to it all. And I’ll lose touch with the field.
But what if….what if by me having a garden that’s just the right size for me that others decide they’re going to have a garden that’s just the right size for them…
What if I could show you how to prepare your soil so that it’s ready to accept the seeds and those seeds of ideas could sprout. Those ideas could be your hopes and dreams. Maybe by planting an array of seeds of unknown origin, you could find which plants grows the best in your garden? And by putting your attention toward those plants that do best with you, you could meet your potential to show the world? By growing your best plants you nourish someone else?! They see your garden, and you both get nourished. And it continues.
Attention is Love.
For me, I feel like I’ve just recently planted my seeds of people and they’re beginning to sprout. I plan on paying attention with the intention of Love, just like before but to this higher level. My intention is that my attention will help others realize their higher purpose while in this realm. And maybe that’s the whole idea of living?
Have you ever gotten a ding in your windshield from a dump truck carrying gravel?
I know I sure have. Kind of annoying. Now you have to get the windshield all fixed up.
I saw a dump truck the other day and I had a different thought. Why do we follow so close when we know the dump truck is carrying gravel? Why don’t we give it more room so that we can avoid the rocks? Why should we expect not to get hit if we follow too close?
Dump trucks need to carry gravel. That’s what they do. They’re also going to miss a few pieces of gravel and they’re going to fall off. Are they wrong for missing those few pieces and the damage they cause to your car? Sure they are!
Somehow at the same time of this thought, I made the connection to some other things that we are certain to come across in life and the top thing on my mind happened to be negative people. It was from Facebook’s experiment on how negativity affected people’s posts following a string of negative posts that Facebook chose for certain people’s feeds.
Negative people are like dump trucks.
You know the people, glass half empty folks. Complainers. Facebook polluters. Drama follows them around like white on rice. They carry gravel…lots of it! And some don’t even bother closing the back door to the truck.
I’m giving these folks the benefit of the doubt. These folks are carrying a lot of gravel because they’re going somewhere. They are searching. They don’t know exactly where they’re going, but they are going nonetheless. They will get where they need to go when they’re ready. But they are going to be armed with a load. So, what should we do to help them?
We can’t pick a new road to go on. They also have a convoy with them. We can’t get around them to pass. Why not back off and give them the room they need to settle those pebbles? You don’t drop good friends because a rock or two comes in your car’s direction. You stick with them for the times they really need you. Their truck might run out of gas or get a flat tire. These are the times they need you. It might be a good time to approach them and ask them what they need. And they WILL need you.
If you follow too close (get too involved), you’re going to get hammered with rocks. When you get too much of it, you’re not going to be in any shape to be able to help others with your bright and cheery demeanor. Other trucks might be breaking down and you’ll miss that opportunity to help the truck (friend) who really needs you now.
The lesson I learned from all this was that I’m not going to stop dump trucks from dropping gravel. I’m going to leave a little more room between me and them and maybe if someday they need help, I’ll be ready.